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JUST DANCE.
Hello, im jingwen. 18 years old and nothing to my name. Life's a bitch but we have to face it anyway. Never the same person i was a few months ago.
I am obsessed over lady gaga, she's damn talented and cool, love keri hilson as well. Both of them are really good songwriters :D & i like to sing songs.
I like the sound of "MMMMONSTERKILL!" from the computer even though i am a damn noob. plays maple and hopes to achieve level 200 someday.
Love my guzheng and zr & wishes for all my dreams to come true :D







Affiliates: <3 BFFs ALINE ALTHEA ALVIN ANAN CEDRIC CIHUI DEBRA ERICA FONGSUN GERMAINE HONGAIK HUIMIN JIALIN JIANI JINCHIEH JINGLIN MAXINE MUNLING NICOLE OLIVIA SEAN SIEWFONG VANESSAWELANWANLING XIANGLE YINGYING

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Gunfire
Monday, December 28, 2009

everytime i turn around you're not there anymore

been discussing about our trip to taiwan much recently. there's nine of us going, cool right. but then again, it is hard to make a decision :(
still excited though haha!

working at far east for money, cuz i no longer get pocketmoney so sad. money is hard, i finally understand.

watched Avatar 3D damn damn damn nice and yes debra i did cried when the tree died. LOL, its sad k! i hate the glasses la, they shud make it 3D without the glasses lol, it gets in the way when i cry. the story damn nice la, Avatars are like so cool lor! like how they understand and work with nature. its completely worth the 13$!
watching 宫心计 now, i like, quite nice.

blogshop is making me lose sleep. i am worried but i cant control the response. ohwell, doing up new collection, it shud be all shirts. but i dun really know how to take the photos leh, cuz i am damn noob with the dslr and choosing the lighting and stuff. dunno if i shud ask more guys along but then again i only know siewfong haha! so its like weird to work with acquaintances or smth. shall think about it and decide soon. and siewfong so nice not charging me money haha :D

thats my life lor sian right. 25th jan then start work at resorts world sentosa, now i really dun feel like going to work
my 3 cards are undone (siewfong say he'll help me with it yay :D )
add 2 more important essays :(
FML


Friends
Friday, December 25, 2009

Friends are always very encouraging i love them :D

talking to them till late night is damn nice, my mood changed from sad to happy by just talking.
thankyou, i am very grateful to have you all.

p/s i got two orders and joveis expressed interest yay!
i realised when life is at its lowest point, things always turn for the better all you nd to do is just hold out and believe in yourself.


Skepticism
Thursday, December 24, 2009

"lalala"
"hahaha"
"plz la i dun do this kind of thing"

its like so rude. i asked you politely if you would help me and you told me this? you could have rejected me politely that kind of reply is like damn 敷衍, even the help i required of you would not take you more than 10secs. yeah you dun owe me anything but neither do you have the right to reply me in that manner.
i wont show attitude if i wasnt offended in the first place

Garcon-M is my dream. something that i thought up while i was working for my Alevels. Though i aint so interested in selling male apparel but i felt that there wasnt alot of ppl doing blogshop for guys, i could survive with lesser competition. my father seem interested in my idea. and that was all i needed.

He gave me the support i needed, and of cuz all my friends whom helped in one way or another. especially Siewfong and Munling who helped me so much. once munling knew i wanted to take some photos she came down immediately to Far East after work. Siewfong was damn sporty and cooperated fully with me i was very happy. and all my friends who helped to spread the word, munling,fang,hentaitutor,ahyeow,alvin,jialin. i thank you and for germ, who helped me search for a blogskin.

yeah this blogshop for males is an avenue for me to earn some money for future ventures and im trying it out only. the response aint good and im worried. but ohwell, it aint up to me to decide right. all i can do is pray. lol. but i am still very happy i managed to do up smth like that, at least my life has meaning for one or two days cuz i have a goal (which is to edit photos and do up the blogskin). I wont have any regrets because in the end, i did wat i dreamed and all i need is god to do the rest. even if this blogshop has to close down, i'll be smiling :D

lastly, www.garcon-m.blogspot.com


Garcon-M
Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Garcon-M
Garcon-M
Garcon-M


please support! :D
i finally found some meaning in life.


Loving you is cherrypie
Friday, December 18, 2009

We're all lonely for something we don't know we're lonely for. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we've never even met?
David Foster Wallace

People think they know me, but they don`t. Not really. Actually, I am one of the loneliest people on this earth. I cry sometimes, because it hurts. It does. To be honest, I guess you could say that it hurts to be me.
Michael Jackson



My life is a huge boring mess right now.
FMLFML
maple is wrong, totally


Smoker
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

THIS PICTURE IS DAMN FUNNY!

thanks to siewfong, i am a smoker D:
but i hate smokers, so i hate myself? LOL



Blue eyes
Monday, December 14, 2009

I found a job at resorts world sentosa doing retail like selling souvenirs at the theme park. it sounds cool, hope its really cool when it starts. bad thing is it starts only on 25 jan! maybe i am gonna rot at home meanwhile lol!

tried out clubbing, was fun at first but subsequently not. its like quite sian :( plus my heels are like killer, so my feet died. and i am so sick of bad romance cuz they played it three times!! its like ewwww. well, im nvr going back again, unless alot of my friends going.

then seven of my friends won shokudo vouchers and damn nice to treat us all to shokudo. haha, i had like alot of salmon sashimi (my fave) but i had fever at night. it was cause my hands and my feet are cold and my body is warm, i guess. I had fever 3 times due to that this year, thank goodness it only last a day :D



anyw alot of things happened since i last blogged. i changed my eyes to blue, made a reverse glove, dunno if its worth it. got back the mule hb plus ring. haha happy! just been playing quite alot these few days though not alot of ppl online. today gonna start 3x with jaw, but i am gonna go my mum's shop work, so my brother gonna play later.

i miss oOH3rovlnOo in game, cuz he is always there, going places with me and stuff, talking. but too bad, now i am all alone. but no matter wat, a game has to go on :D